From the previous entry…………..
Well it is not as bad as everyone thought of.. at least I try not to think as it is.. my work is total mess.. the co I working on now will be shutting down their operations. Can’t wait till the 1st week of April for the official announcement. There are so many possibilities for us. Might be transfer to the headquarters’ office, might be redundant or maybe been absorbed by our client (if they likes us so much).. I dare not to say anything or assume anything. Just hope the best will come out and I will continue with my life. There’s an offer for me.. where I will definitely take it. I can’t bear not to take it. It is not my pride to be demanding. I can’t…
Never think I will face this phase in my life.. where judgments is crucial and I have to choose… I’ve been working so hard in so many things. I just wish I can get the ends as what I want it to be. Nevertheless, I know that anything could happen. To swallow it is a very tough, but to hold into it, I wonder if I’m the only one trying to hold tight. Tears is very to fall nowadays.. not to show weakness, but it is the only way to ease my feelings..
Will you be with me? Through the darkness… will you be with me? Endure this pain… I will always be here, as long as you need me to be.. to be your strength to be your courage… to be your enemy and to be your lovers… I really hope at this moment, there are miracles coming on my way shortly. Not for me, but for one that I care the most.. Please Allah, I need your help… show us some lights.. I really need Your guide…
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku…
Sesungguhnya hambaMu ini telah banyak melupakanMu
Ampunkan dosa-dosa kami Ya Allah..
Berikanlah petunjuk dan hidayahMu buat kami
Ku mohon agar dipermudahkan jalan bagi kami
Ya Allah Yang Maha Kuasa..
Bukakan lah pintu hati kami
Bukakan lah pintu rezeki buat kami
Semoga apa yang kami usahakan
Apa yang kami impikan termakbul Ya Allah
Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin….
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